I
had one more running "test race" to get through before my trip to
Tucson where I would really be tested. I signed up for the second race in the
Triple Crown series, The Charm City 10K, and was in a build week leading into
this race. Come Friday night I was excited to drive to Louisville to visit my
sister and her husband but not so excited for this 10K as I was feeling fat,
tired and sub-par. I did way less preparation for this race and was seriously
dreading it.
I
went to bed late because staying up watching fashion police and eating some of
my sister's homemade ice cream sounded way more appealing. So after about 6
hours of sleep it was time to get up and go meet the legendary GVM for a nice
warm up! Since attending the USAT coaching certification I have become a major fan of the dynamic warm up. So after
we jogged around for about 1.7 miles I got in some lunges and jumpies. We then
made our way to the front of the pack (much better position than the 5K!) and we were off!
I
knew I wanted to try and hold 6:40/6:45. I didn’t really have a goal time in
mind, just something below 42 minutes. My running is very behind compared to
some of the girls I am going to be facing in April so a sub-42 is like minutes
away from where I need to be but I had to start somewhere! The first mile was
pretty ugly….George was on fire and his claim of “starting out slow” was a lie,
as I look down at my Garmin and see 6:00’s, 6:15’s and the like flash up. This
is not slow for me. I knew I would crash and burn at this pace so I let him
fight on and fell back. Having his head bob about 30 yards in front of me for
the next 2 miles was anything but encouraging. So began the mental beat down
from miles .5-2.5. I was telling myself I sucked, I should start walking and
this all came together beautifully when I tried to sip some water out of a cup
and promptly choked after pathetically climbing a hill.
This face is about right considering how I was feeling. |
Finally,
the road took a turn and we started going downhill. There was a LARGE man next
to me, just dominating and loving the descent, and I told myself I could not
let him beat me. So I bucked up and held his pace. With that we were at mile 3
and I was feeling pretty good! Just like that I had gone from dropping out to
feeling good holding about 6:25. Looking at my watch and making some quick math
I knew if I could just hang on for the last 3 I could still break 42. So that’s
what I did. Honestly, it felt pretty good and I was finally in control of my
brain, my biggest enemy.
I
crossed the line at 41:32 according to my Garmin and was pleased. I literally
came from a dark place full of hate to a good result. I found Mr. Speed demon
who seriously crushed it and we finished out with a cool down to bring the
mileage for the day to about 10. I
am very glad that I did this race. I learned how much my mental game sucks and
how much I need to work on this. It’s crazy how many emotions you can have in
41 minutes and 32 seconds!
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